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Name: Laci
Location: Akron, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 1/9/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: being outside, photography, adventures, shiny things, long walks, raves, road trips, anime, movies, meeting new people, Japan, Australia, hanging out, parties.. yeah, i'm up for pretty much anything.
Occupation: student
Industry: public relations/ photography.
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  GASP its Laci
Member Since:
10/25/2005
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| New Years Resolutions (I don't usually do these but this is all stuff I'm going to do anyway, so what the hell)::
1.) FIND TIME to work out at least 2-3 times a week. I can't use the "Akron is too far away" excuse anymore since I transferred. I really like working out, but it always seems hard to fit it in when I have a million school related things to do.
2.) STUDY. I can actually go to the library to do this, which is going to be really nice. Last semester I decided I really like flashcards, so maybe those will be helpful. Since I get to start my GPA over, I want it to be fucking awesome.
3.) Stop eating crap. I'm not eating meat anymore because it's gross and it makes me sick whenever I eat it. More vegetables and meals I make for myself, and no drunken Sheetz ordering at 3am. easy enough.
4.) Learn how to sleep like a normal person. This will prove to be difficult, but I'm tired of always being late to my morning classes because I'm too half asleep to get ready. No more 9pm caffeine binges at work unless I need to stay up for a legitimate reason.
5.) Become more organized. Separate folders for separate classes, keeping my room clean, keeping my car clean, uhhhh.. basically everything haha.
This is going to be interesting. | | |
| All I want is to feel okay with everything. And I don't, at all.
This extra free time isn't relaxing, it just gives me more time to overthink everything.
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| Fuck the holidays.
Fuck 2009.
I miss being happy.
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| If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am
I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget
If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget
You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget | | |
| I wish I knew what I wanted.
It would make everything SO much easier.
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